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That's such a sad news for me

 

all memories ....

Since the first day I stepped in...

 

I got lost the way in school...

I couldn't find even restroom...

I couldn't find locker...

I couldn't find classroom and always late in first week

 

The new adjusted-experience I all got it from there...

 

Choire Class that I study music theory and sing the choire! they're gone...

 

The memory US. History class that I really confused 

 

French class that I really enjoyed studying

 

English Class That i really hate and have no idea what the heck were they teaching me.

 

Memory of football games

 

Cafeteria....that always had a suck taste of food but the staff still give me a lot...

 

The hall ways that when you walked in during class need the hall pass which a wierd stuff of each teachers

 

The gym that Kim stepped on my toe for basketball practice and the nailed poped up..(painful)

 

The football field that in the game has the hot guys played on team and need us to yell out loud

 

The football game that I found a BOYfriend who ask me to go out to homecoming 

my dresse was really gorgeous but my hair was suck..

 

The Sedies Hobkins with this BOYfriend that I dressed really suck...

 

I dumped him

 

I chasing around with Klayton, I fought with Dustin in Math Class and they become my Love

 

I had a crush on Naton Foote EwwwEE!!! LOL just kidding 

 

I used to hate the Punk dude with hugge!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hair but we became friend

 

I used to hate the smokie guys but he had a crush on my and ask me to Prom !! Yuck!! I didn't go with him anyway

 

I hate Mr. Nau because he's given me F for didn't listen to him in class and asking too much questions!

 

i love mr. Buse caz he gave me and Yuki an A for being such helpful for friends in class by teaching Monkey to be good at Math lol

 

 

 

 

I love middleton high school!!!!! GO! VIKING!!!!!  

 I feel the spaces between

 

that is never keen

 

all i need is "care"

 

but maybe not aware

 

I really need

 

I do

 

 

 

I hate to get temper and tense!

 

THings are just more complecated

 

I wish I could pass the bad things through The very beginnis New Year!

 

I wish

 

I do

 

 

Give me some sign!

 

I just blind blind

 

missing myself

Missing you

Missing everyone

 

Feeling of lost

 Feeling of thought

  Feeling of God!

 

I'm going somewhere I'm free don't ask caz I don't know either

 

To face with something that I ran away to face my own thought

 

I'm not gonna run anymore

 

 

 

To day I wiped my blurry mirror in my bathroom, I wasn't really see myself in the mirror

 

so, i fooled myself...

 

that

 

I saw a woman who being strong when I looked into her eyes

 

But Now...

 

 after I wiped it... the mirror become shiny and look like the glorious one

 

I clearly see a girl who has lots of weakness from her eyes say

I'm tired of it...

I just want to get rid of it...

 

But tears coming out from the eyes that used to be strong...

 

It's the tears of pressury

it's the tears of painful

it's the tears of fool

it's the tears of impatient

it's the tears of lost

 

This girl has no patience any more

 

Even she do what she should do...she got pressure an unreasonable pressure

 

Too much for me

 

wanna run as fast as I could to somewhere

 

wanna fly as far as I could to somewhere

 

somewhere better

 

somewhere peaceful

 

Just somewhere.... 

 

I saw

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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